OMG It's true people...I am still alive and kicking...haha I should proberly stop with the kicking people before someone catches me!! Sooooooooooooo anyways I'm so sorry sorry I abanded my DA for awhile there...I was having trouble and Im kind of down but I'll try not to let that stop me...even if I do feel like naruto with his mask...sigh...but ANYWAYS I got tagged so the show must go on!! so here we go!!

Less than 20 = Seme

More than 20 = Uke

A cross for yes an empty for no

1. [x] you like to be content in everything.
2. [x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you dont like him/her, you start feeling very tense and you dont know what to say.
3. [x] you enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
4. [x] you are quite hyperactive
5. [ ] if you dont like something, you start crying and you dont care if you start talking too loud.

6. [x] you love candies or any type of caramel.
7. [ ] you like making others blush
8. [x] you sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
9. [ ] you're usually shy with the opposite sex (and with the same sex too XD)
10. [x] you like romantic-funny anime.

11. [ ] between L and Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12. [ ] you have listened to "an cafe".
13. [ ] you like listening to it.
14. [ ] you have one or two songs on your computer of "an cafe"
15. [ ] youre innocent and a little clumsy.

16. [x] you smile at kitties.
17. [x] you usually say "kawaii"
18. [x] you like plushies
19. [ ] between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20. [x] you hate paris hilton because she's an idiot.

21. [ ] you have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22. [ ] you have called the mistaken number twice or more.
23. [ ] you cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24. [ ] you have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25. [ ] you call your pets with cute names.

26. [x] you believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27. [ ] youre easy to trick/convince
28. [x] some men scare you.
29. [ ] you have seen pucca and you like it
30. [ ] you have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.

31. [x] sometimes you start lookinig at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32. [ ] you've said "Kyao" or something like that before.
33. [ ] when a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
34. [x] you like J-pop.
35. [x] you have cried for more than one movie/TV series.

36. [x] you watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi, you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37. [x] you smile with no reason
38. [ ] you usually are very positive.
39. [x] when there's a rainbow you rush out to see it.
40. [ ] you usually dont understand what your parents say.


Total: 19


...well the facts don't lie I am a seme...just like the test said on semeuke.com

And now that thats done I have to tag someone...lets see I tag good luck!!


One more thing I must add down here is that I'm sure by now you have all heard of and working on the "came-down-from-heaven coloring books!! haha for more details please go to 's latest journal!! I'm working on handmade inuyasha nacklaces and jewlery...and as soon as my lazy, depressed, behind in school butt can start on them I will be putting pictures up to help you decide if you would like one...I will be taking request for you lovely fans/people!! ~excited face for everybody~ haha it does not have to be anime but if its not i will be needing a design picture and the colors you want it to be!!


~this is the part where you can stop reading if you feel like it for this is just what i'm feeling right now...and i need to get it off my chest~

Its funny how life rolls around in our own hands yet we never have a chance to taste it or to get out and be free until its too late. Everything just starts to tie together...school work...family...houses...and relationships. Why does one tortrue their soul with mere things as these? You go to school to get a job...or be the first in your family to do so (as that is my case)...only to know you want more...more than just what these sands of time has given you...the human body and mine is a selfish Creature feeding off the stress and beloved heartance! You offend wonder why you are here, but you will never get an answer...slince is all that you hear yet...it is the most important thing that you will ever listen to. I have been through hell and back as have many others...I life of never knowing is nothing at all, but I life without love is something to cheerish and keep near your heart. Thoughs with innocent mines and wishful eyes have yet to see the truth...but it is far more better for them to live a life without the up bringing of restless cowards as most us human beings are. Why does one feed off fear of another...or their life or their sins...the world is in forever darkness...even though the sun shines its warmth on earth, it is merely giving us pity...it looks down on us from afar and sees the crimes in which us humans are bond to...raped...drugs...abusement of the life the creater gave us...and yet it never stops shining it good natrue on us...I take pity for no one...for in all of the ways possible us monsters, us creatrues, us "human beings" bring what comes to us...we are our own tragic flaw in even since of the meaning. Its come to my eye that there is no way back...being in a relationship is like taking your first step...but when things happen that you can't control...life or death...where natrue grows...how a river flows...this...this is grativy that is pulling you back down. Me...me I'm what I call a "Lucky One"...I work like I don't need money...I Loved like I never been hurt...I Danced like no one was looking...and I did this because...I had to be an ocean apart from my Boyfriend...I had to sit back and let natrue work its wonders...And I had to listen to the slince when he died of cancer...and I...The whole time...I could do nothing but watch him Sufferer...and as all us humans I became A monster...a selfish monster who just wanted him to stay with me...after all thats what all want...to be happy...to be loved...to have something there to hold, kiss, and say its going to be ok ko to them...we long to be touched and to touch others...then...one night I final told the creator to just stop the sufferer...I loved him..My guradian angel so much...I was will to let go...But its not always that easy trying to tell your brain to let go...when your heart knows. Remember even though all seems lost...Journey's never end only people...their bodies do...so in the end you never lost your speical one...you never lost your hope...you never lost your mine...you never lost time...you never lost your eyes...you never lost your journey!